Im just not satisfied with my life because i just cant take things seriously & bein too rebellious towards my family. Haish. How should this thing being change ? I just dont know how to . Thats the problem. Any opinion frends ? Help me ! I just felt like committng a suicide sia ! Really ! Other than this things, Im figuring out how if BF comes out & got to know all those nonsense things that i've done all this while without his consent or even without him knowing at that tyme. Why must all this bein dumped into my head which is not good to think ? Was it my Fault ? haiyo ! Im just feeling that im just a useless girl who cant put a smile on everyone. I just MISSED THE OLD LYNN ! Where is she now ? She used to be a good-girl who listen's to her mom's words & the Lynn who is soo cheerful without having problems aft one another. ?! DAMN ! I've put on the effort to change myself . But seems that there's no difference. Many of my frends or even family members consoled me to change, but i just cant put their words onto my head. To me they're all rubbish & nagging ! So what is exactly that i need ?! Mayb Astro ? Hmm. Compared to the times that im with astro, Im always a girl who listened to people say & my rebellious character isnt like this bad. It can be said ' Still bearable ' But not to the extend of bein this way ! Ouh-gosh ! WTF is all this man ?!Thats about my life on character. But what about relationships ? Ouh damn ! I just dont know what to say luhs k ! I think its ruin-ing. Coz ive not received any letters from ASTRO ! FCUK ! whatever luhs ! I gtg now. taqare. ! =)
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