I just finish browsing thru ex's pictures with me & astro's pic with me . I miss him alort. We've been together for 16 months and almost 17 months in the other month to come. Well, to be honest i'll brows thru his pic everyday thru hp , lappy , print out pictures or our album because i missed him alort. As for letters, if im bored i'll read them one by one till im tired of reading.
Its almost a year since i've been left alone without babyboy. At times i'll remind myself that im used to it but at certain times, i'll feel as if im just a solo person in this world. Of course, Friends, Flings, Family members & relatives are around me but the way they treated me isnt the same as how Babyboy treated me before. Through out the motnhs we've been thru together, we faced alort of problems such as financial , family & personal problems. Noone knows our hetic times. Really, not even one ! We face all those ourself without asking help of anyone around us. Im not boasting but i think thats the way to show your loved ones that you're responsible ! =0 .
As i said, its been a year four months we're together. I've never seen babyboy reactiong this way such as being very tight on me. I dun like to be asked. =) and also the way he talked to me during the previous visits . Haish . I melts my heart everytime i visit him. I cant do anything only if he does something. However, i still remember our first met and the last point , picture taken , that major arguements between us. =) .
You're my used to be god sister's bf. At one time you fetched me and jepon with bicyle to her crib and slacked . While on our way to her house, you talked to me all the way . I was scared to talk to you actually baby ! =). As i respected my used to be god sis , i didnt wanna ruin your relationship and no intention too ! =) . I've never got a feelings for you all along the friendship we had. While you're with her , we didnt talk much . Only a small conversations. I dont know why . I just got that feeling that i dislike you in someways. Sorry baby . =) . Soon after few months you broke up with her, you met my schoolmate and asked him if he knows me or not. Later, you asked for my number. I was like .... Huh ! What for sia he wants my number ?! No other girls ?! '. So without thinking far, i gave my friend so he could have my number. At that tyme , babyboy are still stucked in hostel. After he got my number , he msged me or even call me everyday till he knows my timetable. Hahaha. Sanggop sia kau dear ! I've never plan to met him or whatever . Till one day , he confest-ed to me saying that he likes me. Bla2. My thinking was
-->EYK JANTAN , KAU BBL KONEQ. KAU TK DPT ELL, KAU NK TRY KACIP KU PEI TURN UHS NIE ? KIREKAN KAU NK MAKE USE OF AKU UHS NI .
so thats what my mind was saying. Therefore, at the sameday , myself and him didnt go to sch . Every morning at 8am sharp or latest 815am , i'll receive a morning msg from him but on that particular day , i didnt receive any msged frm him . Suddently, hp rings ' PRIVATE NUMBER CALLING' =) . Its him ! I didnt expect him to call me in the morning. So he was having his homeleave, he stayed at home. Later part, he was bored, he asked me to meet him. So i decided to . Both of us are having fever. we're supposed to meet at his house bustop but i didnt got down the bus on the right bustop instead i ended at bishan mrt . Waited for him , off to ftpss since he wanted to meet or pass thing to his friend. He sent me home. The first kiss begins before we're attached to each other. Then he sound me if i could be his girlfriend. That's when Lynnastro established on 020807. On this particular day , we went out to vivo for fireworks.



