(click to enlarge ) Hey babe . Thanks for replying my post.Well i will do a proper update about this ok ., i guess u know whats goin on between me and him all his while but you choose to tel me everything when me and him already broke up . Actually i was very excited when u said you wanna tell me sumthing . I waited . Thought it would be a good news or something that will make me smile widely but it turned the other way round . Hmm . At first i was mad at u , really . As i said in the previous post , i cried after readin your msg . At the same time i was frust . Haha. * Its been a while since i got this feeling . haha. * All i did was breathe in throughly , threw my hp a side and relax. I cant reply you because my prepaid was low . I knew you would think that i've hate you and all thos negative things but nah ... I chose to reply you through blog . Sorry aye babe if i make you worried. Hehe.
Then i read your blog , i know you replied me . And i even understand u . Thats why i didnt make a big fuss because firstly , we're already nuthing . Secondly, at least you did tell me honestly and admit what he said things like that . I wasnt angry with you seriously but dissapointed jek because all this while i thot dier sent letters to Kat jek but he did sent to you too . Hmm . I was angry and felt like goin to his place and slap his face sia ! Haha. Why ? Because he still have the cheek to tell you not to tell me that he sent letters to you . I was touched though about what he said that he love me whole heartedly . Haha. Awww. * How i wishh ... *
Anw , i wanna thank you for admiting . Hmm . I guess , its somehow hard to tell that someone when things are soo rocky aye ? I understand . I guess , if you never tell me personally and got to know from someone else , i would have already flung up and pangka you already ! haha. But too bad , god isnt that mean this time . Haha. Well , i wanna wish you all th best with boifey . Im happy to see lovebirds on the tree ! opps , on screen . As you said ! =) . Hmm . Pray hard that we can come back as one. Im craving for him . *insertPOUTINGface*
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Astro bby ; Tmrw , ibu and ayah will be visitng you . Its an open visit . * How i wish i could go and visit you and this is the moment that i've waited for soo long . =( * I wonder what will your reaction like when you know the whole thing . I bet , u'll flung up and show tantrums to beloved ibu and ayah .* hoping you wont ! praying hard cause if he turns that way , everyone will blame me for this =( and its very hard to have an ien visit ok ! * Baby , how i wish things like this doesnt happen . I miss the ASTRO that i've known for the past years. Why all of sudden you choose to change ? Being the old you back , PLAYBOY . Why dear ?! I asked you many times in those letters, what am i lack of ? I stil havent got the answer .
Wonder why you decided to do all this shits to me when i'm here trying my best to stay faithful to you , there you are playing behind my back sending letters to your girl friends . You know who i like and who i dont right ? So .. ? Its just isnt your luck to keep things from me this tyme . Both recipients , told me. Only one of them who's brave enough to tell me the truth . Unlike the other one . I wudnt want to mention names dear. Its very unpleasent at certain tymes. =) Now then i know the truth when that recipient who received your letter told me what you wrote in the letter. At least what she did was she replied once, and the second one she didnt even read the letter that you sent to her and threw it away since she doesnt want to hve any misunderstanding .
Bby , i guess you're not aware of your acts . To think , why That girl friend ( the one i posted about ) could think of the consequences and you cant eyk ? She can think of my feeling and you simply cant . You said , you understands me in and out but what the fuck is this ey ! Ouh gosh! What have gone into you baby ?!?!?! Arggghhh ! * There i go .. FRUSTRATED * I thought you've promised me not to hurt me in anyways even i used to hurt you . BABBBBBBBBBBYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Where's all those promises ?! Ok then . Lets not elaborate . Last thing , I MISS MUHD ISMAWIE BIN HUSSAIN !
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