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I felt very relieved after all that shits happened for a week. I admit its my fault mom but it wasnt intentional even i used to do it several tymes. I was away from home for a week 2 days. I felt really uncomfortable at all places. I just cant treat it lyke all those normal days that i've been through. With people ard me and the places i went. I felt soo different and i wonder why .

I was very happy to hear your voice on the phone yesterday but i didnt talk because i could'nt even say a word . Only tears rolled down my cheeks. Mom , i know i've been a VERY ungrateful child. This things happened several tymes oready . It has not been the first or second but many tymes. For the few tymes, yes you showed me your care & concern . You did lodge a police report and so on . Later part , you didnt . All the way till the latest one , i thot you didnt love me or even bother about me anymore . Thats why i keep on doing those foolish stuffs till you're mad at me and even hurt our feeling deeply . While im away , i think about you people at home AND that feeling makes me sick ! Seriously . I could resist that feeling of mine . Every night , i didnt have a proper sleep before i went to my lala land also , i'll think of my family members. I dont know why i kept on thinking of my family. Whereas , usuallyi wudnt have think bout my family when i was away but this time round , i did think . Im soo worry about you people at home. Seriously, i dont have the answer for this.

Mayb ekahChirio saw what i did everynight when i was at her place . I will like day-dream first . Then i'll go to sleep . Haha. Staying with you makes me crazy la girl ! HAHA . You're my freakiest girl on earth ! Haha. With that cockroach on my leg that day ! That's soo UNTHOGHTFUL of you babe ! Haha. DAMN YOU . Nevermind, i've forgiveen you ! hahaha.

Back to my story . I was soo excited to meet mom and also nervous when i was on my way to bugis macdonalds. When i was on my way , i wondered how she'll react . What will she say . Will she scold me infront of the public.Is she fine ? Things like that runs in my mind till i saw her . The minute i saw her , i cried while i was greeting her . Tears rolled down when i was several steps away from her . I greeted her , gave her a peck of kiss then i hug her like i never did before . I've been missing her too much . I swear ! Mom talked to me . Then after that met auntie and papa at bugis junction road. I also hug auntie tighly and cried . I dont knoe why i was soo emotional ! Haha. But i dont give a damn . I'll cry for my family whenever i like and where ever i am ! So jyeah , just kee your mouth shut ! =)

Other than that , i wanna say thank you very much EkahChirio baby , for letting me stay at your place for several days . Appreciate It . I've told you , what you did for me was a huge thing . I couldnt repay your kindness but i'll remember the fun we had aye baby ! And i miss going to sch with you and AyinJade Baby ! =) . Rindu la muke-muke krg yang baru bangon tdo tu ! Hehe. Sleepy head ! Arghhh. ! Kk , aku da start geramm sdiri wheneveri think about krg ! Haha. Its not geram tk suke , but geram kerana krg slalu buat bende mepek2 ! ahaha. SENDIRI MAO INGT OK ! Haha. ILY babies ! =0

And for kakaq gwa ; Jeponshowtek , taq , i knew that we've been apart lately and im not sure why . I dont wish things like this to happen . Seriously . I couldn't believe we could be apart till like this but myb you have your own reason kn ? Hmm . I also wanna thanked you and family for all those advice and help . I appreaciate it . Like i said earlier , all you did for me , i can pay you back . I cant afford those things you used to help me . As long as we're still in contact , i'll try my very best to help you out when you got problems aye ? I miss and love you la sister ! Mwahky !

Oryte-oryte , its been a very long post la jack ! Orang bace pon naek pening ! Haha. So , will update regularly aye ! I miss my blogmates .

MIZZYSEXYZILLA ; REBELSETAGIRL ; ELLYKETOT ; EKABABY ; SHIIRA ; ELLYGOLD ; FAII ; LYNNBELOCHIC AND MY BABYGIRLS . ok goo !

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