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i've never had enough of you boy . I have that awful feeling ryte now . Since school just now but i just cant figure what is it about. Hmm . I just need that someone whom i love for soo long . I wish things were'nt this way boy . Grr. Im totally not in the mood now . I kept on thinking of HIM . I admit , im still in love with him but i just cant accept what he've done . Its easy to say , " Forgive & Forget " but the risk of it , people ard me just dont understand . Its easy to say but its hard to be done .
If only i could rewind those sweet tymes we've gone thru together i would have treasure him. I wouldnt want to be apart from him . Im just feeling very down right now . ( Crying ) .
Dearest , why are doing this to me ? What's the reason till you suffer me like hell ? Where did i go wrong again ? What am i lack of ? Whatever you want and need , i try to fulfil your wish . Its all done but why are you behaving this way . I've never expect this could happen . Where are all our promises ? Where is it ?! If you ever have the thought of hurting me , why dont you do it earlier before you're bein imprisonment !? Why not then . !? Why now ?! I've put the trust , hope and everything . Thinking you could be my love till the end of my breath. All those things are meant to be dream is it ? I just couldnt believe that our relationship have already come to THE END . I simply cant accept it . Seriously. People ard may say , my words are just a piece of shits but down in my heart , i really mean it boy . I do love you . I still remember before you left , u gave a a peck of kiss at my forehead and asking me to taqare of myself when you're not around and even asked me to wait for your return . In the end , u're the one who spoilt everything just because you met someone whom are much more comfortable with ? Ouh gosh . I wish this things never happened to me ! You even said when im feeling lonely or missing you like hell , look through The LynnAstro's album which contains a thousand word on every piece of our picture. Now, When i look at it , i felt soo hurt. I felt like burning away all those pictures and thats it ! But i've got no heart to do soo . I just dont wish LynnAstro would have vanished just like that . I want us to have a proper start and ending but it seems soo hard for us to do so . There's nothing that can be helped now . All we can do is , if we really want thins to be like before , we should pray hard to god . Thats the best thing to do . I cant force you to be back in my arms and you cant force me . Its the matter of Is the Love Still there ? By having each other back , is it because of LOVE or REVENGE ? Thats about it. Im soo missing you like hell now . ( Crying )
Thanks to Spammers for makin things worst .
