Its been ages i've not blog. Well , i miss the whole bunch of people ard me and in my cyber werld . I wont mention u'r names aye ? Coz its gonna be a long long long list . Haha. Well , i miss my BabyLove gwa siol ! Pfft ! Had a big fyte with him . Actually , i wanted to sort things out nicely and not ending it the way it was like the past years But too bad things got worst . I dont actually know whats wrong with me . Seriously . Dont ask me why we faught . Im not sure either . =( .
Few days i wasnt home . I was too stressed actually but didnt tell mama coz i guess she got too many prob oready . =( . I was at downtown chalet with frends and supposingly im home bt .... i missed the last bus and had to stay there . Even its at paSir ris , its far from my place ok . Its not that im making excuses for not going home but its the fact. The next day i texted mama saying i want to be home but im scared. Mama flung up siol ! She said, everytime i created problems , her migrane attacks her often . I was sad . Serously. I tried to make her happy but i just dont know how too. I do love her but i guess she cant see. No one perhaps. I love my family alort actually but my family seems to ignore the love that somehow i showed . Nvm . Droop the topic then .
To my precious mama ; Ma , im sorry im the cause of your migrane evertyime . I tried not to create problems but i need some space to release my stress . Im filled with alort of things . Those things are meant to be kept to myselp . I dont want others to know except my gfs. I also agree that i've caused you too many problem . One after another. For now , the recent one , i never mean it ! I swear . Thats all.
About Astro ; Mama talked to me about him the other day . I was sad siol ! Mama doesnt want us to break up . Mama was like siding astro alort siol instead of me . Hmm . Nvm la kan . Tmrw , i'll be visitng him ! =) Will update soon ! Ilyb.
oh hello stranger.
my astro boy.
