`Potraits doesnt have any meaning .
`cause it hurts when you create a pic with lovely details when its actually killing .
Dont know what's the mistake . and i got all the blames . Saying that im this im that .
I've given in alot thru out this relationship . Because i thot it will have some benefits for both .
Instead , you steped onto my head countless of times after we agreed to open up a new chapter of our love life .
Yet today , its our 2 years 8 months anniversary but you crashed it all like nobody's bisuness .
You dont know how i felt whenever we quarelled this few days .
You dont know how i felt whenever im at work and you're with friends .
You dont know how i felt whenever i thought of you .
And lastly . You dont know how much i missed US ! yes us !
thats why i kept on finding fault and accusing you having other girls behind my back .
Yes you said you have none . But somehow you'll find your very best way to persuade me till i fall into your trap .
At times i felt im useless to everybody because i simply cant spent my time with anyone wherealse you have your friends when i dont . I stopped mixing around because of you . YES YOU ! Thats what i sacrificed from getting into fights and having issues . REMEMBER ? !
i know you'll say that I've enjoyed while u're in there . Yes i have . i admit . but you dont to do all this shits to me ! im not the kind like a DOG or some other animals .
Nevermind . Put that aside . as im not gonna elaborate it cause it hurts .
You're just being VERVERYVERY UNFAIR to me ! Yes ! VERY UNFAIR .
You have all the rights to stop me whatever i do .
Whereas i have too but im not making use of it when you do .
What makes me feel very bad and very sad was why must you always do this on every special day that we have !? WHY !? as i said if you think that you wanna end this relationship cause u have someone new , by all means . Im willing to let you off cause i dont wanna be cheated and i wanna see the one that i love is happy with the one that he has by his side and could take veryvery good care of him cause maybe i cant .
I know you've always spent on me . pamper me with whatever i wanted and stuffs . But that was all before we had that huge argument . After that , i avoided whatever you wanna get things for me . In fact till now . Cause i dont wanna repeat the same mistake and people will talk whatever craps about me and you'll believe them wholeheartedly !
and creating your facebook was actually for your HOSTEL FRIENDS . OLD FRIENDS AND YOU PROMISED ME NO GIRLS ! YOU PROMISED ME ! now ... you see . what happen ? Things are starting bit by bit . First i saw your ex . then another person . Noww........ you know who she iss . i dont wanna elaborate and make a big huha heere . soo yahh .
Ismawie . i dont wish this thing to happen and end this way but for the sake of everthing PLEASE CHANGE . Reduce your habit of beating me up . Spouting nonsense and your anyhow talks ! I've repeated this for quite a number of times when we sort things out . Yes u changed . But for a couple of weeks and months . And after that , you start again . im not tryin to embarass you here . but this is the only place i could share my thoughts with you cause we talk one on one , definately we'll scream at each other for no reason .
I accept the facts on whats happening now . But . if you wish to end it , please say soo . dont keep me in the dark . I dont wanna know any of the nonsense about you meeting other girls behind my back etc . The outcome will be very troublesome . Yes i really mean it this time !
Till then im too tired to think about anything as im werking early in the morning tmrw . .
Till then , you taqare . XOXO ~
im sorry if words are harsh .
