At the same time i felt soo hurt , worthless , sad , dissapoint and everything negative things that i could feel .
I mean why must things like this happen when its just a couple of days away?
Yeah i know you did apologise , but the things you did was a total disaster .
I could be patience all along . I could be forgiving all along .
I could be nice and nasty all along too .
But baby , i just want you to know that you've gone too far this time .
Yes darling i accept your apologise but i just didnt expect you would do this to me .
And in a couple of days we've been together for 3 years and this shits happened.
Yes .. this is not the first time . It has been a couple of times .
And you did asked why all along i cn be forgiving and why not now ?
The reason was because i just couldnt take it any longer and i think i need some space .
Its my bad to shout at you and curse you etc.
Baby , i want you to know that i didnt mean it when i say " I DONT LOVE YOU" . In fact , I DO LOVE YOU ALOT ! You know how strong my feelings for you all along .
Futhermore there's a couple of event coming up .
OUR anniversary , Puasa , Mom's Birthday , Raya and then MY birthday .
Seee... to be frank IF we're not together at these moments , one word , WASTED !
yesss . You did mention all these when we quarelled and i refuse to think of those .
I was too EGO ! Yes i admit baby .
If only i have the chance to turn back the time , I would .
And if only i have the chance , i would apologise too .
Its all up to you and yourself .
Imissyousoomuchbaby . :(
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