Im some sort of excited of the upcoming raya . Well , its only a few days away .
I got excited eventhough i didnt get my baju raya as i wanted bt still got the simple ones .
Afterall , im very excited . Maybe because i fast all along till last sun due to ...... HEHE .
Its a waste though .However , i'll fast on the last day eventhough its not counted :)
Yang penting NIAT !
As per normal , first day of raya after the seek for forgiveness session , we as a famly will go to relatives houses Bla bla bla . bt only one part i felt fucked up every year which is i dont get to meet my Daddy due to millions and tons of reason *NOT* . Its a whole lot of changes when my brother and myself have grown up , there's lot of changes since we're young till we've grown up . I dont blame parents for their separations . Bt thats all up to the person up there to judge each and every of ours rezeki . Hmm . Maybe the new party in the famly ruins everthing which i totally agree to that statement . Well , i felt soo happy seeing my friends who their parents are seperated , still got to meet their Daddy/Mummy's on the first day of raya and have the chance to seek for forgiveness from their biological parents . However , every year when i got to meet my Daddy was on the second ? Third day ? Hmm . This issss fucking pathetic ! fucked up !
Anw, i still love raya every year ! Cuae i got to meet my family members , cousins and many more. Lastly , i still get collections . Hahas . Im stilol young you see ! Hehee . Alright then , i update my blog when i've got the time and tons pf pic :) taqare.
Slamat hari raya friends !
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